I am still surviving.

PW and promos have ended and I am still alive!
JC life is really hard :(

Now, I shall draft out my timetable and plan before I regret.
And I hope I won't die in Vietnam.
It's my first overseas CIP!



After a year, I realised people CAN have low EQ and I have no idea why.

Life sucks.
Having severe menstrual cramp since morning.
Used to think that menstrual cramps are bearable.....
but now. it's so unbearable that I'm tearing because of the pain.

What an asshole.

I don't understand how people can be so proud of and show off things that they didn't earn themselves.

Somehow, people think that you have no feelings.
I'm already feeling very depressed and people just wanna rub salt into my wound.
Heartless people.
I hate you.
They are just trying to challenge your control of emotions.

I'm damn stressed because of term exam.
I've been studying (maybe not like crazy) for at least every day,
but nothing seems to get into my brain.
It's as good as not studying.
Why is everything so difficult?!

I slacked quite a lot too..
Compared to the past.
But I don't feel guilty...
And I totally ignored my languages.
I'm so gonna screw up GP............

Shit I need to sleep.
Have lessons tomorrow :(
ARGH I hate waking up early.

I NEED to do well for my term exams.
But I just couldnt bring myself to study.
I'm just taking too many breaks while studying.
WAY TOO MANY.

I realized I don't have a childhood.

I've dedicated my life to study, which does not promise me a future.
I don't have a past or a future, what am I?


I should just stop thinking so much
and trying so hard to find a purpose to everything.

Okay I'll have to complete my biology online lecture today.
ONLINE LECTURE SUCKSSSSSSSS. LOL.

And I went shopping today.
I'm seriously broke.
HAHA.
我的宗旨就是，你永远不能靠一双拖鞋闯天下.
Or you just can't survive with a pair of slippers.
You NEED
flats, heels, sports shoes, etc. OKAY.

Excuses. But whatever.
I havent touched a single pie of school work today. hooray.

and I need an A for alevel chinese please.
I don't care about term exams.
Okay but still. if you wanna get A for alevel chinese
you first need to do so for term exam right -.-

Okay I emailed my teacher a few days ago and I made a silly mistake while typing the email.
Just. With the month that I typed in.
It's just a mistake too silly to make.
Okay at least I realized it a few hours after I sent her the email.
But still.........
Argh.

Okay tomorrow's shopping day HAHAHA.
I hope I can wake up on time though.
Meaning I'll have to sleep like now.
Holiday is just making me sleeping 10 full hours every night. I suck.
I need to revise.
Okay tomorrow shall be the day I put aside all school work and shit related to school.

and I just watched twilight on tv!
Made me think that we should not live in fantasy.
HAHA.